truths.

YOU:-
001. real name → Rachel Lau Ching-mei.
002. nickname(s) → Rae, Rae-rae, Rach, Rachie, Mei-mei, Raichu, Crazy Nut, Woman (exclusive to Jing Pei only).
003. zodiac sign → Virgo.
004. male or female? → female.
005. kindergarten → Kuen Cheng Kuala Lumpur.
006. elementary/middle school → Methodist Girls School Kuala Lumpur.
007. high school → Ampang Road Girls School.
008. college/university → Tunku Abdul Rahman College (Main Campus).
009. hair color → dark brown.
010. long or short? → long.
011. loud or quiet? → it depends on the company, and the place.
012. sweats or jeans? → jeans, preferably skinny; sweats are ugly.
013. phone or camera? → i have a nifty phone already, i want a DSLR XD
014. health freak? → nope, too lazy to exercise and i love food too much to stop eating excessively.
015. drink or smoke? → i drink, but do not smoke.
016. do you have a crush on someone? → celebrities yes, real people no.
017. eat or drink? → both, of course. can't do without one or the other.
018. piercings? → i have five at the moment. used to have six - had a pierced labret.
019. tattoos? → not yet but probably gonna get an asymmetrical symbol of chaos soon. then again, probably not. i'm Christian, you see.

FIRSTS:-
020. first piercing → 1999
021. first best friend → Laura Mei-ding Ajong
022. first award → Johan Pertandingan Tajam Akal Tahun 4 Daerah Gombak 1998
023. first crush → Stephen Chow, when i was five or six
024. first pet → don't remember
025. first big vacation → Bali, i think.
026. first big birthday → my thirteenth (or is it fourteenth?) birthday, and NEVER AGAIN. worst. birthday. ever. fucking traumatic.

CURRENTLY:-
027. eating → chocolates. 85% cocoa~!
028. drinking → hot green tea
029. i'm about to → go play with Chester
030. listening to → Joy Division
031. plans for today → watch Grey's Anatomy then go to sleep
032. waiting for → Grey's Anatomy repeat to come on

YOUR FUTURE:-
033. want kids? → not sure. but if i do, the limit is two.
034. want to get married? → not really.
035. career(s) in mind → music journalist, copyrighter

WHICH DO YOU PREFER:-
036. lips or eyes? → eyes.
037. shorter or taller? → definitely taller.
038. romantic or spontaneous → erm, neither. preferably quirkily romantic and laid-back.
039. nice stomach or nice arms → neither matters. can i say nice hair? XD
040. sensitive or loud → neither. must have a good balance.
041. hook-up or relationship → depends on the person.
042. trouble-maker or hesitant → trouble-maker with a clear notion of where to draw the line, heh.

HAVE YOU EVER:
043. lost glasses/contacts → yes, on numerous occasions.
044. ran away from home → yes, from my evil stepmother (literally).
045. held a gun/knife for self defense → no, thank God, and i hope that i'll never have to.
046. killed somebody → nope just mosquitoes, butterflies, bugs and stuff.
047. broken someone's heart → lol. repeatedly. and sometimes not my fault.
048. been arrested → nope, and i don't intend to be, ever.
049. cried when someone died → yes, at my paternal grandma's funeral. i loved her. still do.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
050. yourself → always.
051. miracles → yes. although i hope nothing will happen that calls for one.
052. love at first sight → no, only lust.
053. heaven → i believe in God, and in doing good. i don't know what happens after, but that doesn't bother me, because my conscience is clear.
054. Santa Claus → no.
055. sex on the first date → nope.
056. kiss on the first date → maybe =)


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
057. is there one person you want to be with right now → yes, but the age gap is big, and he's kinda hot & cold.
058. are you seriously happy with where you are in life → i guess i'm pretty comfortable with where i am right now, but i think i can do better.
059. do you believe in God → yes, i already said that.
060. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → i don't want to.